Tired of waiting

You know that feeling when you’re just waiting, waiting to get home into your room, close the door, fall into bed, and just let everything out that you kept in all day, that feeling of both relief and desperation? Nothing is wrong, but nothing is right either, and you’re tired, tired of everything, tired of nothing, and you just want someone to be there and tell you it’s okay, but no one’s going to be there, and you know you have to be strong for yourself, because no one can fix you. But you’re tired of waiting, tired of having to be the one to fix yourself and everyone else, tired of being strong, and for once, you just want it to be easy, to be simple, to be helped, to be saved, but you know you won’t be, but you’re still hoping and you’re still wishing and you’re still staying strong and fighting with tears in your eyes. You’re fighting.

Everyone makes mistakes, and then you learn from them. If you ever happen to make the same mistake twice, the second time isn’t a mistake. It’s a choice.

Life

Life can be long or short, it all depends on how you choose to live it. It’s like forever, always changing. For any of us, our forever could end in an hour, or a hundred years from now. You can never know for sure, so you’d better make every second count. What you have to decide is how you want your life to be. If your forever was ending tomorrow, is this how you’d want to have spent it?

Sometimes, our lives can change so fast that the change outpaces our mind and hearts. It’s those times, I think, when our lives have altered but still long for the time before everything was altered-this is when we feel the greatest pain. I can tell you, though, from experience, you grow accustomed to it. You learn to live your new life, and you can’t imagine, or even really remember how things were before.

How i feel

Sitting in an empty room trying to forget the past. This is not the end, this is not the beginning. Just waiting for the end to come. Wishing I had strength to stand. This is not what I had planned. It's out of my control. Flying at the speed of light. Thoughts were spinning in my head. So many things were left unsaid. I know what it takes to move on. I know how it feels to lie. All I want to do is trade this life for something new. Holding on to what I haven't got. This was never meant to last. I wish it wasn't so

I didn't choose this life. But all i can do is I just accept it as it is and live it to the fullest. I appreciate what i have now.

A bitch

Boy: Marry me.. ?

Girl: Do you have a house.. ?

Boy: No..

Girl: Do you have a BMW car.. ?

Boy: No..

Girl: How much is your salary.. ?

Boy: No salary.. but,..

Girl: No but. You have nothing.. How can i marry you.?? Leave please.!!

Boy: (talk to himself) I have one villa, 3 property lands, 3 Ferrari, 2 Porsche.. Why I still need to buy BMW.?! How can I get the salary when actually I'm the BOSS

All About us baby

This song is for you, Yazmin Faisal. Love you :)

Its been awhile

Girl: Hey. (I've been waiting for you to text me)
Boy: Hey! What's Up? (I wanted to see if you wanted to talk to me)
Girl: Nothing, going out soon. hbu? (your welcome to come)
Boy: same, getting ready. (we should meet up)
Girl: Where r u going? (please ask me to meet you)
Boy: my friends house hbu? (come! come! come!)
Girl: movies with my girls. (this sucks)
Boy: yeahh, we should definitely hangout next weekend. (i cannot believe i just asked her)
Girl: Sure! I'll call you during the week. (OMGOMGOMGOMG)
Boy: Well, I'll see you in school tomorrow. (thank god i miss her)
Girl: See you tomorrow. (finally.)

The next day

Boy: heeey. it been awhile (he smile)
Girl: heeeeey (suddenly hug. i miss you so much)
Boy: You feel so warm. (I miss you always)

Suddenly her nose bleeding. She faint. He took her to hospital immediately. After a few hours waiting. She awake


Boy: Oh my God, are u okay?? (sob)
Girl: ..................
Boy: Sweetie!! Talk to me!!
Girl: I..........
Boy: You what?? YOU WHAT???
Girl: I have cancer and I’m on life support.
Boy: .....................>breaks into tears<......................
Girl: They're taking me off tonight.
Boy: Why??
Girl: I wanted to tell you, but I couldn’t .
Boy: Why didn’t you tell me????
Girl: I didn’t want to hurt you.
Boy: You could never hurt me.
Girl: I just wanted to see if you felt about me the same as I felt about you.
Boy: …?
Girl: I love you more than anything. I would give you the world in a heartbeat. I would die for you and take a bullet for you.
Boy: (crying)
Girl: Don’t be sad. I love you and I’ll always be here with you
Boy: Then why did you break up with me?
Nurse: Young man, visiting hours are over.

(The boy leaves and later that night the girl is taken off of life support and dies, but what the boy didn’t know is that the girl only asked him those questions so she could hear him say it one last time. She only broke up with him because she knew she only had 3 more weeks left to live and thought that it would cause him less pain and give him time to get over her before she died.)

NEXT DAY
The boy is found dead with a gun in one hand and a note in the other.
THE NOTE SAID:
“I told her that I would take a bullet for her, just like she said she would die for me.”